This is always the toughest: To write about yourself. I am not sure I am very good at this. But I will try. I pen under the name of Soul Muser (SM). This is not really a website as much as it is a journal. An open journal.
After having spent a few decades lost in the temerity of fear, I am now embracing the Universe with its beauty. I am learning to be vulnerable and to lose control. Part of that vulnerability is in keeping this blog. For someone who takes a long time to open up, and even then as someone who struggles with it – the process of writing here makes me feel a bit more…open.
I have been fortunate to be blessed with some amazing relationships. I have the most amazing family: supportive, loving, and compassionate. I don’t mean that family to just mean the family I was born into.
I truly believe that the world has more beauty in it than ugliness. I can’t do much to change the world, so I do a little. Sprinkle some kindness, some warmth, some laughter and you are already there~!
I am a wandering gypsy. I love exploring the offbeat, the unheard, and the quiet chaos.
I am addicted to working out. Running is my breathing. But fitness is not just about working out. It’s a state of mind. I meditate. I ruminate. I procrastinate. I tried 10 days of a Vipassana retreat and came back incredibly healed. I walked the Camino de Santiago for 800 km in search of faith and myself. And did I say I love reading? Books, books, and books – magic. I am in awe of writing – and writers.
I love conversations over a cup of tea and serenity in the midst of chaos.
Over the past few years, this blog has evolved from its ramblings. I use this space to write about the things in my head that are nameless, brimming with the echoes of 100 unsaid moments. I write about feelings. About emotions. About people who move me and those who devastate me. Hasn’t that happened to us all? This is my story.
Come in, make yourself at home, and ask me a question or two about life. If you still didn’t get enough about me after reading this rambling note, this post might give you some more insights into my crazed self.
I love hearing from you – so, please write to me at smitha9ATgmail.com. Or send me a message, if you have my number.